Day 260/365

Just because I missed art school and videos were never my thing.

I’ve been thinking a lot about the fact that I never speak up anymore in real life, that I allow the people and situations around me to take my voice away and leave me silently screaming and plotting people’s deaths by curb stomping. And its been taking a toll on me, physically, psychologically, and emotionally. Honestly I can’t go around imagining what it would be like to curb stomp someone who pisses me off, but I’ve had trouble telling people how I feel since I became a teenager and I don’t really know how to start again. Jacquie told me that my throat infection was a blockage in my throat chakra and I honestly believe her.

So, I’m going to try and speak up, let go of my frustrations and see where it takes me. Because not saying anything is rather stupid. Think about it. I’m entitled to my opinions and ideas and if I want to get them out in a coherent and respectable manner I need to hike up my skirt and speak the fuck up.